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We look into each other's eyes as we shake. His are still full of death and horror, but in them I see my face reflected, and inside my tiny eyes inside his, I think I see some hope.
Ned Vizzini
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Dad nods, looks me dead in the eyes; slowly and regretfully, he banishes all the smiling and joking from his face, and for once he's just my dad, watching his son who has fallen so low.
Ned Vizzini
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She doesn't want to end up like me. At least I'm giving someone an example not to follow.
Ned Vizzini
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Dr. Barney stared at me, his lips puckered. What was he so serious about? Who hasn’t thought about killing themselves, as a kid? How can you grow up in this world and not think about it?
Ned Vizzini
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And I could have died right then. And considering how things went, I really should have.
Ned Vizzini
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I had hurt her feelings, I found out later; I didn’t know I had that power.
Ned Vizzini
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I'm smart but not enough--just smart enough to have problems.
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I work. And I think about work, and I freak out about work, and I think about how much I think about work, and I freak out about how much I think about how much I think about work, and I think about how freaked out I get about how much I think about how much I think about work.
Ned Vizzini
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You shouldn't be able to be alive and you are. You want to trade?
Ned Vizzini
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I didn't want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that's really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare.
Ned Vizzini
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I know a lot of famous people didn't do well at school, like James Brown; he dropped out in fifth grade to be an entertainer, I respect that... but that's not going to be me. I'm not going to be able to do anything but work as hard as possible all the time and compete with everyone I know all the time to make it.
Ned Vizzini
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Nobody had told me I was common.
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I'm going to be here until I'm cured?" "Life is not cured, Mr. Gilner. Life is managed".
Ned Vizzini
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A person's relationship with food is one of their most important relationships.
Ned Vizzini
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A lot of the books that I grew up reading were pretty brutal, like the Redwall books.
Ned Vizzini
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I like how you don't hide your problems like everyone else, and I don't have to hide mine when I'm around you.
Ned Vizzini
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That's what gets me through the day. Knowing that I could do it. That I'm strong enough to do it and I can get it done.
Ned Vizzini
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I'm jealous of her. Can you be jealous of your mom for being able to handle things? I couldn't take a day off, take a dog to the vet, and cook dinner. That's like three times too much stuff for me to get done in one day. How am I ever going to have my own house?
Ned Vizzini
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It’s a huge thing, this Shift, just as big as I imagined. My brain doesn’t want to think anymore; all of a sudden it wants to do.
Ned Vizzini
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Every tounge bit had another word to say.
Ned Vizzini
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Things to do today: 1) Breathe in. 2) Breathe out.
Ned Vizzini
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(...) Since I was a kid." "Which you refer to as 'back when you were happy.'" "Right.
Ned Vizzini
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I've started to think it must just be chemistry, in which case we're looking for the Shift and we haven't found it yet.
Ned Vizzini
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That's worst than gonerreha, man!
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