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He is my soul mate, my fresh air, the reason I look forward to getting up every morning.
Tabitha Suzuma -
Any guy, even imaginary, would just feel like second best. Second best to what? I don't even have an image of the perfect boyfriend. I just know he must exist. Because I have all these feelings-love, longing, wanting to be touched, dreaming of being kissed-yet no one to focus them on.
Tabitha Suzuma
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And this is something I must accept - even if, like acid on metal, it is slowly corroding me inside.
Tabitha Suzuma -
But I don't want to be fine, not if it means she's going to let go of my hand; not if it means we're going to go back to being polite strangers.
Tabitha Suzuma -
It's horrible being ashamed of someone you care about; it eats away at you. And if you let it get to you, if you give up the fight and surrender, eventually that shame turns to hate.
Tabitha Suzuma -
If I move, if I speak, if I so much as blink, I'm going to lose this battle.
Tabitha Suzuma -
And I know how he feels–it’s so good it hurts.
Tabitha Suzuma