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How is it possible for me to be so miserable and embarrassed and humiliated and beaten an function still talk and smile and concentrate?
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I'm partly somebody else trying to fit in and say the right things and do the right thing and be in the right place and wear what everybody else is wearing. Sometimes I think we're all trying to be shadows of each other, trying to buy the same records and everything even if we don't like them. Kids are like robots, off an assembly line, and I don't want to be a robot!
Beatrice Sparks
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Why so much hate in your mind when love is the only way to straighten things out?
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Why is life so difficult? Why can't we be just ourselves and have everyone accept us the way we are?
Beatrice Sparks -
Actually I don’t need the sleep as much as I need the escape. It’s a wonderful way to escape. I think I can’t stand it and then I just take a pill and wait for sweet nothingness to take over. At this stage in my life nothingness is a lot better than somethingness.
Beatrice Sparks -
I wanted to write in you.
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The voice of every kid hooked on drugs, alcohol or the occult joins the sad chorus "Not me! I didn't think it could ever happen to me. I was sure I could handle it.
Beatrice Sparks -
I guess I'll never measure up to anyone's expectations. I surely don't measure up to what I'd like to be.
Beatrice Sparks
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I'm afraid to live and afraid to die.
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One day I'll be old, without ever having really been young.
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The complete bottom has fallen out of my life.
Beatrice Sparks -
Sometimes fantasies are better than life.
Beatrice Sparks -
I looked at sky this morning and realized summer is almost gone which really made me sad because it doesn't seem as though its been here at all.
Beatrice Sparks -
They have accepted me as an individual, as a personality, as an entity. I belong! I am important! I am somebody!
Beatrice Sparks
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Like usual, what I want is not important, what I’m supposed to do that counts.
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Everyone is trying to get attention but intelligent persons get theirs by doing something worthwhile, beneficial to himself and the community.
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I pretend I've got lots of confidence and I'm a big jock and like that but deep inside I'm a frightened, insecure, can't-make-it failure.
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Maybe the new me will be different.
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I’ve got to sleep. Sleep is my only way to escape.
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How can thoughts hurt so much when they aren't even physical?
Beatrice Sparks