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The hours spool out like a ribbon I can't find the end of.
Brenna Yovanoff
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Everything in life involves choice.
Brenna Yovanoff
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All I want is for you to stand here and watch the people you love be horribly mutilated. Is that too much to ask?
Brenna Yovanoff
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Don't take this the wrong way, but all my life you've been the weirdest person I've ever met. That doesn't make you not a real person. In fact, it makes you pretty goddamn specific.
Brenna Yovanoff
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She was the purest, biggest truth.
Brenna Yovanoff
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So, are you just going to stand there looking like a piece of furniture?
Brenna Yovanoff
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Her gaze was direct, full of a sadness so raw and crystallized that I could see the shape of it.
Brenna Yovanoff
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I couldn't work out what she actually wanted. Whether being dead happened in a pretty box on Welsh Street or someplace else, it didn't make a difference. Dead was irreversible. It was permanent. You couldn't do anything about it, and still, Tate seemed determined to take it back, like with the right answer, she could fix everything.
Brenna Yovanoff
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I wanted it in the way you sometimes want to jump into very cold water, even though you know it won't feel good. I wanted to go numb. To see what it felt like to be someone else.
Brenna Yovanoff
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All my life, I've understood the nature of where I come from, but I never thought it might be wicked until now.
Brenna Yovanoff
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What's up?' he said, like the church was always burning down and I always called him on a school night, telling him to come over after dark and bring a shovel.
Brenna Yovanoff
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Intention is one of the most powerful forces there is. What you mean when you do a thing will always determine the outcome. The law creates the world.
Brenna Yovanoff
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It's strange, but seeing something broken is somehow worse when you can tell that it used to be beautiful.
Brenna Yovanoff
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It was completely unshocking that there were monsters in the world, secret rituals and underground burrows filled with the dead, when in my own way, I was secret and sort of monstrous too. It just didn’t show in the same way.
Brenna Yovanoff
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The fact is, the contest has always been invulnerability, and even when you win, you still lose.
Brenna Yovanoff
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The simple truth is that you can understand a town. You can know and love and hate it. You can blame it, resent it, and nothing changes. In the end, you’re just another part of it.
Brenna Yovanoff
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We lay on the grass beside the cemetery fence, kissing and shivering. Her teeth started to chatter and I pulled her against me, which made me feel like a superhero for no apparent reason.
Brenna Yovanoff
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We sat on the picnic bench, not talking, not looking at each other, but being quiet and okay. The rain was almost gone, nothing but a thin chilly fog. For now, I just wanted to sit on the picnic bench with him and not be anything but fine and uncomplicated.
Brenna Yovanoff
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The things I had were mine and some of them were broken, but they were real. They were so very far from nothing.
Brenna Yovanoff
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Intention is one of the most powerful forces there is. What you mean when you do a thing will always determine the outcome.
Brenna Yovanoff
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Let me tell you a little bit about demons. They love pain and other people’s misery. They lie when it suits them and don’t see anything wrong with it. They corrupt and kill and destroy, all without conscience. You just don’t have the capacity for something as honorable as loving another person.
Brenna Yovanoff
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When you name something, you take away some of it's power. It becomes known.
Brenna Yovanoff
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Once, I ordered two thousand lady bugs from the local garden center and set them loose in the atrium. I sprinkled marigold seeds in the ficus planters and put gold fish in the lobby fountain. These are things I did with no consequences, no repercussions. My nineteen detentions were for smart answers and missed homework. There is no equivalent punishment for making the world a stranger place.
Brenna Yovanoff
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When you love someone, sometimes it means that they strip you down, peel you open, and you have to let them and not worry about how much it's going to hurt.
Brenna Yovanoff
