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What I have learned lately is that people deal with death in all sorts of ways. Some of us fight against it, doing everything we can to make it not true. Some of us lose our selves to grief. Some of us lose ourselves to anger.
 Carrie Jones
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Outside, a birch tree bends from the weight of the snow. it'll spring back up once the snow melts, back to its normal, upright self. could that happen to me?
 Carrie Jones
					 
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That is Nick Colt, otherwise known as bad news.
 Carrie Jones
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Sometimes that whys aren't knowable, so you just have to ignore the whys, and just focus on what is and move on.
 Carrie Jones
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It is love which made all this. War which protects it. With love comes responsibility and possibility, fear and hopes, quests and suffering.
 Carrie Jones
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A tiny part of my heart is so happy to see him safe and laughing, but the other part is a black pit that threatens to suck all of me into it. He is happy without me. He is laughing without me. But what about me?
 Carrie Jones
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Friends help friends fight pixies.
 Carrie Jones
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Who am I really? Am I still the same person if I'm not even technically a person anymore? Does being stronger make me different? Will it?
 Carrie Jones
					 
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There are people who like cute, furry things and people who eat cute, furry things
 Carrie Jones
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You're pouting. Pouting is not allowed. It's too cute.
 Carrie Jones
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I do a victory dance worthy of any NFL running back. Uh-huh.
 Carrie Jones
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You have to be able to catch someone to arrest them.
 Carrie Jones
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I crumple on my bed. For a second, i believed that what i wanted more than anything in the world had come true. For a second, i believed that my dad was back. but he isn't. He's gone again. he's really truly gone and i know it. i know i'll never see him again no matter how much i want to. The candle in me has blown out and i'm afraid, really, really afraid, because my biggest fear is true. i have to live my life without my dad, my running partner, the guy who taught me amnesty and sang john lennon songs really off key.
 Carrie Jones
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Perfection is some mythical state that we can never achieve
 Carrie Jones
					 
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It's a lot easier to understand things once you name them. It's the unknown that mostly freaks me out. I don't know the name of that fear, but I know I've got it, the fear of the unknown.
 Carrie Jones
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What feels best is how I no longer hurt.
 Carrie Jones
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That is a definite no-no in the Good Father Handbook.
 Carrie Jones
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We all live with our losses. We don't want to, but we can
 Carrie Jones
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You will be a great queen when you come back, you know. And someday you'll love me the way you love your wolf.
 Carrie Jones
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There's no other word that comes close to describing how you make me feel. Nothing.
 Carrie Jones
					 
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Know that I love you, that I always will love you no matter what choices you make, what paths you have chosen, and what paths you choose in the future.
 Carrie Jones
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Reality isn‘t round, it‘s flat. There are edges where you can fall off and this October when I moved to Maine, I fell off one.
 Carrie Jones
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Zara White, since when has love ever not mattered?
 Carrie Jones
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Emotions are real, just not the reasons behind them.
 Carrie Jones
					 
