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We looked at each other. We didn’t really smile. But we were smiling at each other on the inside.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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He didn’t know anything about hummingbirds except that his father had told him that they liked to fight. So maybe you could like to fight and still be beautiful, like the hummingbirds.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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People don't always have to do the right thing for the right reasons—so long as they do the right thing.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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A woman who was not afraid to die was not afraid of anything.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Feeling sorry for myself was an art. I think a part of me liked doing that.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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He’s so cute I would have thrown myself in front of a moving car too.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Every generation thinks they’re the coolest canoe that’s ever come down the river.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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He started crying. Dante and his tears. Dante and his tears. You pushed me. You pushed me and you saved my life.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I hated God for giving me a heart. What good were they? Hearts? Having one got me exactly where?
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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See, the thing about that word, Sharkey, the F-word, is that sometimes I make that word do too much work. I mean, I say that word as if it clearly articulates what I’m really feeling. And it doesn’t. It’s a shortcut.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Another secret of the universe: Sometimes pain was like a storm that came out of nowhere. The clearest summer could end in a downpour. Could end in lightning and thunder.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I’d rather have a cup of coffee and a cigarette than live in all that honesty.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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She sounded a little angry. I loved her anger and wished I had more of it. Her anger was different than mine or my father’s. Her anger didn’t paralyze her.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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But how did you freeze a heart, the days and weeks and months that made a life?
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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This is my theory: the people who shouldn't hate themselves, do hate themselves. And the people who should hate themselves, don't hate themselves. The world is all backwards. See, this is one of the many reasons why God and I are not good friends.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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See, I think there are roads that lead us to each other. But in my family, there were no roads - just underground tunnels. I think we all got lost in those underground tunnels. No, not lost. We just lived there.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Maybe tears were something you caught. Like the flu.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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You’re such a school teacher.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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This was what was wrong with me. All this time I had been trying to figure out the secrets of the universe, the secrets of my own body, of my own heart. All of the answers had always been so close and yet I had always fought them without even knowing it. From the minute I’d met Dante, I had fallen in love with him. I just didn’t let myself know it, think it, feel it. My father was right. And it was true what my mother said. We all fight our own private wars.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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The sky was angry and shouting, and it reminded Andrés of how Mando and his father had shouted at each other and had drowned out the sound of love.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I wasn't big on family gatherings. Too many intimate strangers. I smiled a lot, but really I never knew what to say.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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How could I have ever been ashamed of loving Dante Quintana?
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I watched her hands as they worked the batter over with a wooden spoon. I wanted to kiss them.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I think sometimes our minds get so full of something that we just have to empty them out.
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