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Maybe we don’t always know what we have inside us.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Why do we smile? Why do we laugh? Why do we feel alone? Why are we sad and confused? Why do we read poetry? Why do we cry when we see a painting? Why is there a riot in the heart when we love? Why do we feel shame? What is that thing in the pit of your stomach called desire?
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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The storm was fierce. But I wasn’t afraid. I knew my father’s love was fiercer than any storm.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Maybe I’d always had the wrong idea as to who I really was.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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The heart can get really cold if all you've known is winter.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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He looked so happy and I wondered about that, his capacity for happiness. Where did that come from? Did I have that kind of happiness inside me? Was I just afraid of it?
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I think writing books is a way for me to work out certain issues. I write about what matters to me, always.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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There I was. Sitting in my car. In the rain. Talking to Alejandra. And it felt more like home than the place where I slept.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I realized that Sam wasn’t angry at all. She was hurt. At that moment I heard all the hurt she’d ever held. And it seemed to me that the whole house had quieted down to listen to her pain.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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He was on fire, she could almost touch the rage. He could scare people. He could make anyone afraid, if he wanted to.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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And like everybody else in the known universe, she didn’t always let herself in on the truth.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Sometimes you put things off. And you get addicted to putting things off.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I wondered if happiness would go away when she died.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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You can't make anyone be an adult. Especially an adult.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Who hurt you? When did it happen? How many times? Where? Tell me. Why do you hate yourself? Where do you keep the hurt?
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I let him be. Sometimes you have to let people have their own space—even when you are in the same room with them. He taught me that, my dad. He taught me almost everything I know.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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You should just sit them down and make them tell you. Make them be adults.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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He looked like a summer morning when he smiled, exactly like a summer morning.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Dreams don't come from nowhere.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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There are more songs living inside her than there are leaves on her tree.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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She had all this love in her eyes, and I swear I could drown in that love.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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She looked into my eyes. I wanted to look away. But I didn't. Her eyes were like the night sky in the desert. It felt like there was a whole world living inside her. I didn't know anything about that world.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I think it means that it’s not other people who make you feel like you’re alone. You do it to yourself.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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That smell—cigarette—it always made me think of him. He smoked his cigarette. I drove. I didn’t mind the silence and the desert and the cloudless sky. What did words matter to a desert?
Benjamin Alire Saenz
