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I wanted to tell him that all the awful things that happened in the old world were dead. And the new world, the world we lived in now, the world we were creating, that world would be better. But I didn’t say it, because I wasn’t sure it was true.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Dreams don't come from nowhere.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
					 
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Love is a storm that twists and mangles us. If you love—if you really love—if you have that kind of heart—then you know. (And if you don’t, there is no explaining.) The storm comes from within. There is nothing you can do to prepare.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
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He looked so happy and I wondered about that, his capacity for happiness. Where did that come from? Did I have that kind of happiness inside me? Was I just afraid of it?
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
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A heart so pure it was nothing but storm.
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That smell—cigarette—it always made me think of him. He smoked his cigarette. I drove. I didn’t mind the silence and the desert and the cloudless sky. What did words matter to a desert?
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Talking doesn't help everybody. "Not that you'd know." Yeah. Not that I'd know.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
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You know, it was beautiful to be in that kitchen just then. I guess there are times of quiet beauty in life.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
					 
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But why? Why don’t I want to fight when fight is all I’ve ever known and loved? I’ve fought for every inch of joy I’ve ever known.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Maybe it had to be that way. Maybe she’d had to fight for everything, so the fight in her was permanent—like a scar or an immutable tattoo.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I have this idea stuck in my head that you have to be born beautiful in order to dream beautiful things. God didn't write beautiful on my heart. I'm stuck with all my bad dreams. Bad dreams for bad boys. I guess that's the way it is for me. Look, there's nothing I can do about it.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Life can be hard. I know how hard it can be.” And then she said, “Déjate querer.” Let yourself be loved.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I’m not into all this academic stuff. Too much analysis. What ever happened to reading a book because you liked it?
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I'm trying not to be ashamed...
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I stared at the reproduced mural in the book--but I was more interested in his finger as he tapped the book with approval. That finger had pulled a trigger in a war. That finger had touched my mother in tender ways I did not fully comprehend. I wanted to talk, to say something, to ask questions. But I couldn't. All the words were stuck in my throat. So I just nodded.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I wanted to tell her that I thought she had a beautiful heart.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
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There was so little difference between a fist that was trying to hold everything in and the fist that was ready to release all its frustration and rage.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Adam says I isolate. He is addicted to telling me that I spend too much time in my head. It’s an unhealthy behavior. Look, I don’t see how not bothering other people with your screwed-up vision of the world constitutes unhealthy behavior.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Maybe we don’t always know what we have inside us.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
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The heart, yeah, sometimes I didn’t get it. But if we were making each other laugh and smile, maybe it was part of the way human beings loved each other.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
					 
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Guess that's a part of what the living did, they took care of their dead.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
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The world had changed. And this new world was quiet and sad.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Summer had come and gone. Summer had come and gone. And the world was ending.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
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She had all this love in her eyes, and I swear I could drown in that love.
 Benjamin Alire Saenz
					 
