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The hurt means you loved someone. That you really loved someone.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Summer had come and gone. Summer had come and gone. And the world was ending.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I think I was trying to make my life uncomplicated because everything inside of me was so confusing.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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We laughed again. We couldn’t stop. I wondered what it was we were laughing about. Was it just our names? Were we laughing because we were relieved? Were we happy? Laughter was another one of life’s mysteries.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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The world had changed. And this new world was quiet and sad.
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Like an animal. As if people weren’t animals. She tried to put a face on him. His eyes would betray the chaos of his heart, the riots that were exploding everywhere inside him. His eyes would be so black that they would shine blue in the sun.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I bet you could sometimes find all the mysteries of the universe in someone's hand.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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The Sam I knew was never in control of her emotions. But on that day she was wearing dignity. So much more beautiful than pearls.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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It's always been interesting to me how we mistake good genes for virtue.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Smiles are like that. They come and go.
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A heart so pure it was nothing but storm.
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My father decided he would read everything that I read. Maybe that was our way of talking.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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The truth is, Ari, I miss El Paso. When we first moved there, I hated it. But now I think about El Paso all the time. And I think of you. Always, Dante P.S.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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When I was a boy, I used to wake up thinking that the world was ending. I'd get up and look in the mirror and my eyes were sad.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I can prove there are madmen—but I can't prove the monster exists. Who was it that whispered the warning? Listen close, the sky is falling.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Sometimes, you do things and you do them not because you're thinking but because you're feeling. Because you're feeling too much. And you can't always control the things you do when you're feeling too much. Maybe the difference between being a boy and being a man is that boys couldn't control the awful things they sometimes felt. And men could.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Mima. No despair. She was dying, and there was not one sign of despair in her dancing eyes.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Dante and I were the last two boys in America who grew up without television.
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You can’t expect to go both ways when you’re driving on a one-way street.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Sometimes parents loved their sons so much that they made a romance out of their lives. They thought our youth could help us overcome everything. Maybe moms and dads forgot about this one small fact: being on the verge of seventeen could be harsh and painful and confusing. Being on the verge of seventeen could really suck.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Do you think, Ari, that love has anything to do with the secrets of the universe? I don’t know. Maybe.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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You know, it was beautiful to be in that kitchen just then. I guess there are times of quiet beauty in life.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I could have asked my father lots of questions. I could have. But there was something in his face and eyes and in his crooked smile that prevented me from asking. I guess I didn’t believe he wanted me to know who he was. So I just collected clues. Watching my father read that book was another clue in my collection. Some day all the clues would come together. And I would solve the mystery of my father.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Show me a man without regrets and I’ll show you a man without a conscience.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
