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Dante and I were the last two boys in America who grew up without television.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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This is the way I see it: if you get to know yourself really well, you might discover that deep down inside you’re just a dirty, disgusting, and selfish piece of shit. What if my heart is all rotted out and corrupted? What about that? What am I suppose to do with that information? Just tell me that.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Ari, it’s time you stopped running.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Breakfast seemed to be a good time for throwing your emotions around. Jodie said that at this place emotions were like Frisbees – people just tossed them around all day long like they were at a park.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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They broke more than his ribs.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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And why were the voices there, but he knew why and he knew they would always be there, the voices, knocking at his door, taking over his house.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Sometimes parents loved their sons so much that they made a romance out of their lives. They thought our youth could help us overcome everything. Maybe moms and dads forgot about this one small fact: being on the verge of seventeen could be harsh and painful and confusing. Being on the verge of seventeen could really suck.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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You can’t expect to go both ways when you’re driving on a one-way street.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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At twelve, he was very much still a child. Some boys were already on their way to becoming men at twelve. But not this boy, perhaps the most beautiful boy he has ever seen. He is as sad as he is beautiful. He wants to hold Andrés in his arms and tell him no harm will come to him. But he knows that harm has already come. He hopes it has not come to stay.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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You know, it was beautiful to be in that kitchen just then. I guess there are times of quiet beauty in life.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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When is the right time for anything? Who knows? Living is an art, not a science.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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And prayer? How could you pray to a God you wanted to hit?
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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When I was a boy, I used to wake up thinking that the world was ending. I'd get up and look in the mirror and my eyes were sad.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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It's always been interesting to me how we mistake good genes for virtue.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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As far as I was concerned, the sun could have melted the blue right off the sky. Then the sky could be as miserable as I was.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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The problem is not that I don't love my mother and father. The problem is that I don't know how to love them.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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That was how she said goodbye to the world. To the people she loved. She was going to leave this earth the same way her mother had. With all the grace of the old world. The old, dying world.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I bet you could sometimes find all the mysteries of the universe in someone's hand.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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I wondered if that’s what death sounded like. Like a snowflake falling on the ground.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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The thing about artists is that they tell stories. I mean, some paintings are like novels.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Like an animal. As if people weren’t animals. She tried to put a face on him. His eyes would betray the chaos of his heart, the riots that were exploding everywhere inside him. His eyes would be so black that they would shine blue in the sun.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Everyone was becoming someone else. Sometimes, when you were older, you became someone younger. And me, I felt old.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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Maybe dogs were one of the secrets of the universe.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
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A heart so pure it was nothing but storm.
Benjamin Alire Saenz
